Love Me Deep

Did all girls dream of their Prince Charming but when he came, it was alarming. You were looking to be rescued, but all you get is ridiculed and you think to yourself, “Lord, what can I do?”

How can I make him see that I’m his friend and not his enemy. That loving me is his destiny, but life just won’t let it be. Your love for him just won’t subside. It’s as deep as oceans are wide. Our love is pushed and shoved because of pride.

You told him of all your fears; expressed life’s pain through blinding tears thinking he’d pull you near. There’s no understanding or compassion here.

Looking for a dose of his love, you came close but no cigar for he is far from the one that’s meant to hold you, the one that you can run to, guess no one ever told you that all that glitters isn’t gold. So desperate for love you’d sell your soul, but there’s a lot you didn’t know.

Because HE never told you how much that he adored you. That you were HIS princess, some day to be Queen. Didn’t know what that would mean, so it would seem and here you are on this beaten path, love just keeps kicking your ass. Do you know where to turn to or where you should go? Is there someone out there who can let you know.

Searching to find someone whose kind, peace of mind, so hard to find but I’m blind to my own self worth. HE would have been the first to reach me and teach me about love of self. HE didn’t know this was bad for my health or that HIS love would be my wealth.

So I’m left out here to blaze my own trail. At times I’m off the rail hoping that love will soon prevail. What will happen to me; it’s hard to tell.

The journey is mine and mine alone. Looking for someone to call my own Prince Charming or at least someone real, white horse riding. My heart he’d steal, make me feel, my secrets he’d keep…promise to love me deep.