Poetry Corner: Moments of Epiphany

I am leaving.
All I want is for him to tell me stay.
Instead he insincerely loves on me and walks away.
Facing cold truths, thinking bout living and loving beyondthis.
Taking a flight on an epic trip.
leaving you behind, as a faded memory.
Hitting the restart to my heart,
You played and I paused.
While I got the memo, you never seem to have a clue,
What we could be, never envisioned more with me.
This truth is hard to believe and concede.
Were you just a fantasy to feel? Bitter boy I am not a toy.
I am a queen and I am real.